Mood...

Recently, my MOOD is staying in the fluctuated status...I really don't know what happened to me
I had thought a lot of things...Things about myself...My studies, friends and her...

So sorry to you, I never meant to let you feel awkward about this...I...I just really fall in love with you...

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It's December now and a brand new year will be coming soon...21 days to go...
But yet I am wondering that will be the brand new me coming along with the 2011?
I don't know..I am trying my best...Improving myself to a better Chee Chean or "Ah Chean"...Whatever...


I think maybe i had really thought a lot..I mean perhaps I had gone off into wild flights of fancy...
It will be a good beginning for me...
What I have to do is sacrificing somethings of mine in order to get the things that I hope to belong...

"It is true that it costs me a huge opportunity cost?" I asked to myself...Maybe~
"Then are you willing to do that?" Yes I do...I am serious with that...
"OK then...Do whatever you want to do since you understand what are you doing" @@~

Will true friends stay with me forever? Stay in my heart and mind...
I couldn't expect much from that...But at least I had really appreciated that and satisfy with what happened on me...
You came, I known you and be familiar with you, then you gone, I can't do anything but get the other new friends...It really happened on me...Honestly, I never forgotten you guys...

Let's stop the unhappy things...
It can't make my day...LOL


There will be my FINALS on 27th Dec...An important and tough war for me...
I can't lose anymore...
I scare to lose it...
"TRY MY BEST!!!" This is the only thing that I can tell to myself...GG~

Days after Finals will be very fun, I hope that...
I feel joyful to plan the activities in my Semester Break... =D
Oh yeah...Christmas is coming soon...One of my favorite festival and.....

Truly hope that I can get the chance to enjoy the day with her...Amen~



It's late at night already...Go to the bed and tomorrow will be a better day!! Wakaka!!
LOVE you all...Dear friends, my family and you...


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