快乐.....??

嗯...今天的心情都还不错...
不过会偶尔想起一些不愉快的事情...算了...

信任重要吗?
互相信任可以带来开心?我相信是的...

如果有人问我快乐吗?现在的我或许不知如何回答...
只能笑一笑来带过一切...
我也没法子...
我不知道未来会发生什么事情...
不敢去想象


什么是快乐?
笑了就是快乐?
脸在笑,心底里却没有那一丝丝的开心,这也算是快乐吗?
我不知道...但是见到亲友们笑,我真的会快乐...尽管我不懂发生了什么事... =.=

要忘记所有不愉快的事都蛮困难的...
担心这个又担心那个...
永远都不会停下来...酱子就过了一段时间...

我真的不奢望得到什么,但愿只能够让你们信任我...
再次对你们全部说一声对不起...

献上一首刚刚在 FM 听到的歌曲:

Mood...

Recently, my MOOD is staying in the fluctuated status...I really don't know what happened to me
I had thought a lot of things...Things about myself...My studies, friends and her...

So sorry to you, I never meant to let you feel awkward about this...I...I just really fall in love with you...

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It's December now and a brand new year will be coming soon...21 days to go...
But yet I am wondering that will be the brand new me coming along with the 2011?
I don't know..I am trying my best...Improving myself to a better Chee Chean or "Ah Chean"...Whatever...


I think maybe i had really thought a lot..I mean perhaps I had gone off into wild flights of fancy...
It will be a good beginning for me...
What I have to do is sacrificing somethings of mine in order to get the things that I hope to belong...

"It is true that it costs me a huge opportunity cost?" I asked to myself...Maybe~
"Then are you willing to do that?" Yes I do...I am serious with that...
"OK then...Do whatever you want to do since you understand what are you doing" @@~

Will true friends stay with me forever? Stay in my heart and mind...
I couldn't expect much from that...But at least I had really appreciated that and satisfy with what happened on me...
You came, I known you and be familiar with you, then you gone, I can't do anything but get the other new friends...It really happened on me...Honestly, I never forgotten you guys...

Let's stop the unhappy things...
It can't make my day...LOL


There will be my FINALS on 27th Dec...An important and tough war for me...
I can't lose anymore...
I scare to lose it...
"TRY MY BEST!!!" This is the only thing that I can tell to myself...GG~

Days after Finals will be very fun, I hope that...
I feel joyful to plan the activities in my Semester Break... =D
Oh yeah...Christmas is coming soon...One of my favorite festival and.....

Truly hope that I can get the chance to enjoy the day with her...Amen~



It's late at night already...Go to the bed and tomorrow will be a better day!! Wakaka!!
LOVE you all...Dear friends, my family and you...


Song for today's blog:

Friends...

嗯...十二月了...不知不觉地在 UTAR 过了半年的时间...

朋友...虽说都可以长长久久, 但有时候他们都会渐渐地离开你...无论是什么原因...
珍惜与他们度过的时光是自己唯一可做的事情...

其实有些话想分享...但也不知如何开口...静静地过着每一天...
我...想通了...

一个人出到外地来念书, 有谁不想过着快乐的读书生涯?
回想一下..自己曾经做过不少麻烦或伤害到朋友的东西...
一句对不起或许能让朋友们原谅自己, 但如果还再犯错那说对不起还有何用?

想一想...有哪个父母亲希望孩子们在外被欺负或嘲笑?
(抱歉,我知道我很不适合说这样的话...相信我, 我真的没有虚情假意的意思 =(.... )
我真的, 很对不起你们...时好时坏地对待你们...
在你们的背后说些难听的话...就只为了那一刻的快乐...

不过...报应是存在的...
说人的不是也会被人说回自己的不是....
我不再介意...因为我说过太多了...
抚心自问...自己说了那么多别人的不是, 让别人说回那一些都不能吗?何必去在意?

我真的尝试去改变了...都不小了...还去斤斤计较?
以前的我, 将会慢慢的消失...
朋友们, 请原谅我...原谅我的幼稚和愚笨带给你们麻烦...还是那一句---对不起



（嗯...老实地说, 我没有在暗示任何东西...希望你们别介意这篇东东...谢谢你们带给我欢乐...)
愿你们开开心心地过着每一天 =D