The real ending of that message...

Ya he likes to think so much... Those are what he wants to do and hope that they come true... He is also a coward that not dare to tell people about his thoughts when facing a problem.. Not dare to tell people how and what should they do when he sees the problems...

And finally, he is waiting her... He does, no matter how long he has to wait...

The 1st trip of 2011 =D

Haha...My 2011 started with fun and unforgettable moments...

1st is a dinner with her, Ah Xing and Nd...But then I screwed it up...I felt so sorry to them @@~

Hmm...2nd 1 is the vacation to Genting Highlands with them..LOL...Thanks a lot to Kar Shan, Ker Xing, Kar Hoe, Pei Wee, Yen Lee and Kao Siang =D You guys brought a lot of fun to each other xD

Next time we all should improve our bowling skill, don't wash longkang again wahaha!!=D

I was damn appreciating this trip with you all...Hope that we can go again together with more SIAO GENG kaki haha


Seriously, I will miss you all when I am having my semester break in hometown...Feel strange without your voice especially when you all laughing loudly =D

See you all soon in 17th Jan!!! Take care guys~

快乐.....??

嗯...今天的心情都还不错...
不过会偶尔想起一些不愉快的事情...算了...

信任重要吗?
互相信任可以带来开心?我相信是的...

如果有人问我快乐吗?现在的我或许不知如何回答...
只能笑一笑来带过一切...
我也没法子...
我不知道未来会发生什么事情...
不敢去想象


什么是快乐?
笑了就是快乐?
脸在笑,心底里却没有那一丝丝的开心,这也算是快乐吗?
我不知道...但是见到亲友们笑,我真的会快乐...尽管我不懂发生了什么事... =.=

要忘记所有不愉快的事都蛮困难的...
担心这个又担心那个...
永远都不会停下来...酱子就过了一段时间...

我真的不奢望得到什么,但愿只能够让你们信任我...
再次对你们全部说一声对不起...

献上一首刚刚在 FM 听到的歌曲:

Mood...

Recently, my MOOD is staying in the fluctuated status...I really don't know what happened to me
I had thought a lot of things...Things about myself...My studies, friends and her...

So sorry to you, I never meant to let you feel awkward about this...I...I just really fall in love with you...

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It's December now and a brand new year will be coming soon...21 days to go...
But yet I am wondering that will be the brand new me coming along with the 2011?
I don't know..I am trying my best...Improving myself to a better Chee Chean or "Ah Chean"...Whatever...


I think maybe i had really thought a lot..I mean perhaps I had gone off into wild flights of fancy...
It will be a good beginning for me...
What I have to do is sacrificing somethings of mine in order to get the things that I hope to belong...

"It is true that it costs me a huge opportunity cost?" I asked to myself...Maybe~
"Then are you willing to do that?" Yes I do...I am serious with that...
"OK then...Do whatever you want to do since you understand what are you doing" @@~

Will true friends stay with me forever? Stay in my heart and mind...
I couldn't expect much from that...But at least I had really appreciated that and satisfy with what happened on me...
You came, I known you and be familiar with you, then you gone, I can't do anything but get the other new friends...It really happened on me...Honestly, I never forgotten you guys...

Let's stop the unhappy things...
It can't make my day...LOL


There will be my FINALS on 27th Dec...An important and tough war for me...
I can't lose anymore...
I scare to lose it...
"TRY MY BEST!!!" This is the only thing that I can tell to myself...GG~

Days after Finals will be very fun, I hope that...
I feel joyful to plan the activities in my Semester Break... =D
Oh yeah...Christmas is coming soon...One of my favorite festival and.....

Truly hope that I can get the chance to enjoy the day with her...Amen~



It's late at night already...Go to the bed and tomorrow will be a better day!! Wakaka!!
LOVE you all...Dear friends, my family and you...


Song for today's blog:

Friends...

嗯...十二月了...不知不觉地在 UTAR 过了半年的时间...

朋友...虽说都可以长长久久, 但有时候他们都会渐渐地离开你...无论是什么原因...
珍惜与他们度过的时光是自己唯一可做的事情...

其实有些话想分享...但也不知如何开口...静静地过着每一天...
我...想通了...

一个人出到外地来念书, 有谁不想过着快乐的读书生涯?
回想一下..自己曾经做过不少麻烦或伤害到朋友的东西...
一句对不起或许能让朋友们原谅自己, 但如果还再犯错那说对不起还有何用?

想一想...有哪个父母亲希望孩子们在外被欺负或嘲笑?
(抱歉,我知道我很不适合说这样的话...相信我, 我真的没有虚情假意的意思 =(.... )
我真的, 很对不起你们...时好时坏地对待你们...
在你们的背后说些难听的话...就只为了那一刻的快乐...

不过...报应是存在的...
说人的不是也会被人说回自己的不是....
我不再介意...因为我说过太多了...
抚心自问...自己说了那么多别人的不是, 让别人说回那一些都不能吗?何必去在意?

我真的尝试去改变了...都不小了...还去斤斤计较?
以前的我, 将会慢慢的消失...
朋友们, 请原谅我...原谅我的幼稚和愚笨带给你们麻烦...还是那一句---对不起



（嗯...老实地说, 我没有在暗示任何东西...希望你们别介意这篇东东...谢谢你们带给我欢乐...)
愿你们开开心心地过着每一天 =D

2010-09-08

Once a boring day again...Woke up at 12pm then I had nothing to do instead of open my laptop and then online....

Thinking back to the Monday, a very special Monday to my UTAR friends and me...We finished our SEM 1 final examination on that day and went to the Sunway Pyramid after that our dinner at Tasty Pot Steamboat Buffet....


We had a lot of fun during our dinner...Specially thanks to Xing, Ck, Ah Song, Ah Siang, Ah Yang, Ah Ni and those "jokers" included myself this GOD OF JOKER loll xD
That was a really unforgettable dinner for us...A dinner which brought us so much fun and happy memories...I truly hope that we will have a chance to gather again in the next sem T.T

After the dinner, some of us went to the Sunway Pyramid for movie...We watched a very disgusting but "funny" movie---PIRANHA.
Time flies...Tuesday came...

Did nothing but just online at home...Looked to the laptop for few hours and the time is wasted by me...Thought can went to somewhere to play with "KI SIAO" gang but can't made it...Isshh

Wednesday...Just same like the Tuesday...But that night was let me down...

My friends asked me whether will I going back to UTAR after the sem break or not...I felt weird to that but I got what were they trying to say... I answered that of course I will be back for my studies no matter will I fail my examinations or not...
Was that a sad night? I don't think so actually... I saw and found out how deep are our relationships, our friendships... They are already a part in my life which I will never forget...

All of us actually did a lot of thing to maintain our friendship... Ah Xing, Kar Hoe, I Fern, Kar Shan, Ah Song, Ck, Ah Ni, Yen Lee, Kui Lian, Kathrina, Hooi Shan, Ah Siang, Ah Le, Ah Ye, Pei Wee, Ah Piew, Ah Ka and the other friends in UTAR... You all are awesome!!!You all brighten up my life in college and made it so wonderful... I love you all so so much!!!

Time really flies so fast...I could still remember the time when I just started my college's life...
I not dare to talk to them or actually I was shy loll!!
I sat alone at the back...
I looked into the notes quietly...
I just reacted to them when they talked to me...SORRY FOR THAT >.<

I think that the 1st Critical Thinking lecture class was the time when we started to get closer if I am not mistaken... I found that they were so funny and also talkative like me...
Yeah I really felt that I will have my fun time with them... As I expected, we became so much closer in a short time...
Then the gals...They are also friendly as well as kind too...

As the time passes, I also recognize more friends... Friends of friends...Haha...

Seriously, I really can't describe how important are you all in words..
Maybe Friendships are so powerful and inconceivable...
Dear friends and buddies... Please don't forget me no matter what is happening or the world will be ending in 2012...
I promised that I will never forget that you exist in my life...

Nothing else can say but THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!谢谢你们!!! See you all at the next semester!!!! Nothing is impossible right?=D


For CK:


For Ah Xing and Pei Wee



For Kar Hoe:



For Ah Song Ah Yang Ah Siang Ah Le Ah Piew Ah Ka and the others "boy friends"



For my dear "girl friends"...



And the last 1...This is specially for all of US!!!!



FRIENDSHIP FOREVER!!!!!

2010-08-26

Oh...又回来了...
Nearly forgot that I own a blogging account...
It's been a very long yet fast moment I stay in here for few months already...

Worries and problems came and I am appearing at here...
Just some difficulties faced in studies and life...
Haiz...

Well, really feel happy with my friends here...They are awesome, funny and kind...
But by the time passed, I have found out that some of them are....WEIRD xD
Had a lot of unforgettable memories with them...THANKS guys...You brighten my uni life and made it colorful as well as fulled with happiness...

Seriously, it was out of my expectation.... I could still remember the time before I came to here, I had imagined how pitiful is my life here (strange with the new environment, the bored life here since I thought that I won't have outgoing with friends.....)
I was wrong...I am lucky to have a great life here because I knew a lot of nice friends here..
Friends and buddies are always the people who stand either behind or in front of you to support and help you to solve problem...Accompany you whenever you are feeling upset or whatever...

Listen to the repeated songs everyday...Won't get bored with them since they are always the right songs listened at right time...失恋王 from Jordan Chan is seriously a freaking nice song for me...I like the tune of this song...Ya and also a song named 朋友变情人再变朋友 from Victor Wong...Oh no, it's a very touching song...The lyrics inside it are so special, with sad feeling...
By the way, I still put this as my top lovely song---发如雪 by Jay Chou >.<
Can those songs cheer me up?

Today I went to Sunway Pyramid with friends... Mt study group LOL
Did some revision in McD...Talked funny thing with them...And before that I played pool with Kar Hoe haha
I saw something while I was waiting bus with him... An old and short man was begging money from the pedestrians... He is not a handicapped person if I am not mistaken.. I sad to see that but I didn't donate him anything even a sen... Kar Hoe had reminded me a thing. He told me that why those beggars give up to find a job since they still have their hands and legs.. I agreed with that also... I believe in fate actually.. Sometimes we may have unfortunate fate or bad in luck.. Just like the God is pulling your leg and we just let it be...
But think in another positive aspect, bad-lucked time is actually a test for us in our lives. We have to learn more to against the unfortunate days and fight with the bad time. We can't give up easily but use all of our effort to make our lives better. We are human, one of the creation of God which own unique brains. We are special. We must appreciate ourselves and everything around us.

Well, so here is the end of my blog for today...I have no idea that when I will update my blog once again...So, wish all of my friends stay healthy and happy always.. Love you all xD

BYE~ ^^